hey! a week ago i met this really cute guy1 he's _ _ _ _...that's wat i call him!

he's so cute! i've practically known him my whole life! he's tall,rich and very handsome!!!! he's also generous and sweet!

i want him to be my prom date! he's super dooper sweet!!! i really like him so much but i don't think he notices me! too bad! o well...i can deal with that!

my ate super likes him for me and she really is super supportive of my feelings for him. i want to see him! i hope he textes me or calls me! i miss him! ehehehe!!! so much!!! o well,,, maybe someday he'll notice me! i'll just wait for him! wait! i like my former crush again! haha!

today's my fist day being 16. wooohhhooooo!!!!!!!!! i'm bored to death! i woke up at about 11:30. i'm totally bored! my computer's been on since 12 o'clock! we've been using the i-net since then.

right now,,,my cousin's are making a bracellete! my bestfriends are writting and me...chatting!!!!!!

im so happy! i've never been texted by my crush!!! wohoooo!!!

my birthday's this sunday and i'm so excited. i couldn't sleep or eat even. i wish jed could come and enjoy the party with me. but it remains a dream!  

every thing from planning to cooking to fixing the stuff was done for me. the planning of the food, cooking, and even setting things up. I want a birthday that people wouldn't forget about for a long time. it was my sixteenth birthday! my sweet sixteen party that was supposed to be in our bar was transfered here in our small house in our garage and maybe our lanai. i would insist that the table and the chairs would be placed outside. In the streets. my mom would be mad but i will do it anyway.  

i invited everyone i know in our village from kids to grown men. my brother's friends, my kid friends and even freinds of my bestfriend. I just hope everyone would attend. but if they don't, too bad! but i bet everyone would come. they should. My bestfriend, alvin, and chuchai would sing for me but it was a "suprise" for me. I hope everything would be ok and right. i would like drinks to be served but i would have to tell my dad first. i hope he'd agree with me.

i really can't sleep..my eye bags are worse. i'll just put cucumber tommorow. i really would love it if jed wuld come! it would be perfect!

                                                          *jed*

i'm HHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!  isn't it obvious??? i woke up late today...as i do everyday. when i woke up i called mhae but unfortunately she wasn't home. my mom wasn't either. she went to the bank to get the money to buy my party needs.

when she got back i was using the phone. She just ate lunch and then went to get her driver's license fixed! normal family..woudn't you say??? hahahah! it looks normal to me!ü

when the driver arrived i went to the grocery to buy the neccesary party stuff!!! i asked my nanny if she would allow me to go to my besty's family gathering..she said yes. so i texted mhae she was really excited! i was too. when all of it was finished i was really excited to come home so that i could be with mhae already. when i arrived i went to her house immediately. she was really excited! ahhahah!

it was because i had a big big big crush on his very handsome cousin! he was really handsome!ü jed, what a fabulous name! the good thing was he was coming to the gathering. my dad called our house and told my nanny not to let me go out. i called him and asked if i could go to the swimming party. he kind of hesitated but i told him that i would bring my driver and  he said yes after. i was so happy that i wolud see jed again! i last saw him a year ago. he was so cute! hhay! when i picked mhae she applied make-up to my face and i was really happy and excited.

when we arrived in the club house of filinvest(east) there was mahe's uncle. he was inflating baloons for the party. we were told to go to the bookstore to buy baloons. when we arrived, jed's family was ther already but i didn't see him. my heart immediately pumped faster. i was so excited. rj, mhae's baby brother and kind of my brother also, told me that jed wasn't coming. my mood was changed but when i saw him i was so thrilled and couldn't understand what i felt. his face changed and so did all of his features. i didn't min him at first but mhae could see it in my face that i was happy! after eating, we went swimming. when he went inside the pool he swam and i couldn't help but look. mhae kid around and told me to take it easy because i might fall totally!ü i just laughed. it wasn't impossible!

when it was time to go home i couldn't help but look at him. i really like him a lot.  hope there will be a time that he would like me too!   c'ya all!

                                                      *jed*

today was fun. my bestfriend went to school with me to buy my books. men their heavy. imagine bringing up all that stuff to the fourth floor of our hs building. we went to mhae's house right after i placed my new stuff im my room. we were really excited. we planned to play volleyball later. As soon as mhae finished her lunch we talked about everything that everybody missed. we called yzel but she still anted to take a shower. after a few hours we went out and rode in mhae's car. we went everywhere and saw lots of poeple..of course!  we even saw ace..ehehe! he's cute but small. we almost bumped emil..my bestfriend.haha!ü after a few lefts and rights we went back home. we watched horror movies and tickled to death. i was scared but they dared me to watch it so watched. we went ot my house and used the computer. we tripped some people and had some good laughs. after we went outside to play volleyball. we even faught with a few boys just to use the court but it had no use! now...im inside my room trying to stay awake coz i want to see the lunar eclipse. i almost forgot...ace called me earlier using cara's cell phone. cute! o well,,,c'you tom.